This is the
personal testimony of a veteran missionary’s experiences on the road to the
mission field. There were many victories and seeming defeats on the way to
fulfill God’s will. At times the easiest thing would have been to give up and
forget the call of God for missionary service.
In 1957, at
the age of 9, I went to a tent meeting with my mother, grandmother and two of my
brothers. I remember the moment when the preacher gave the altar call and I
responded. I went forward and kneeled in the sawdust at an altar and gave my
life to Christ. This was the beginning of my spiritual journey.
In 1960,
while attending the Assembly of God Church in Medina, Ohio, I was baptized in
the Holy Spirit. During an extended time of prayer and experiencing the work of
the Spirit in my life, I was called into full time ministry. As a 12 year old
boy, I really didn’t know exactly what that meant. But I knew that it was real
- that God had asked me to serve Him in ministry for the rest of my life.
My family
moved a couple of times until we eventually settled in Southern California.
Throughout my high school years my call to ministry was continuously
reaffirmed. When I graduated from high school I wanted to go to Bible College.
After one semester in Community College I transferred to Southern California
College in Costa Mesa, California.
During my
college years the Lord continuously reminded me of my call to ministry.
However, in the fall of 1969, during the Missions Convention at First Assembly
of God in Santa Ana, Calif., the Lord spoke to me very clearly about becoming a
missionary to Europe. My initial response was, “Lord are you sure Europe needs
missionaries?” Then I said “If You want me to be a missionary to Europe, then
I am willing.”
I completed
a B.A. at SCC with a double major in Religion and Psychology with a minor in
Christian Education in 1972. On July 7 Darlene Tyler and I were married. In
September we entered into full time ministry.
While
working as the Assistant Pastor to E. Joseph Perna in Walnut Creek, California,
the Lord began tugging at my heart once again concerning missions. I shared my
call with Pastor Perna over the next several months. During our conversations
he repeatedly told me about Continental Bible College in Belgium. He suggested
that it might be a place where my gifts would be needed. This was the beginning
of seed that began to grow.
At the
beginning of 1975 I was asked to join the staff of First Assembly of God in
Bakersfield, Calif. where Rev. Fred Cottriel was the pastor. After some time my
conversations with Pastor Cottriel turned to missions. I was unaware of the
fact that the Cottriels had spent a term as missionaries at Continental Bible
College. Again I was encouraged to pursue this as a place of missions ministry.
After
leaving Bakersfield I began a journey over next few years of preparation in
graduate school and in getting senior pastor experience.
Early in
1981 God began to stir my heart once again. This time God spoke to me in a
unique way. On two occasions I had the same dream. In my dreams I went to
Belgium. Upon arriving at the airport I was met by the President of the
College, Bill Williams. He took me to the campus of CBC. As we drove onto the
campus I noticed on the left side a beautiful little lake across a lush green
lawn. In front of us was a large old building. We approached the building and
entered a door on the left side of the building. We then went through a room,
then through some doors and up a spiral staircase. We went down a long hallway
past some offices and then down another spiral staircase to enter President
Williams office.
At this
point in time I only shared this with my wife, Darlene. I wanted to be sure
that it was God speaking to me before sharing this with anyone else.
I began the
process of applying for missions appointment with our District officials. We
went for a preliminary interview. We were asked about our call to missions and
our desire to go to Continental to teach. I did not share my dreams at this
time because I wanted some kind of confirmation that it was truly God who had
spoken to me.
After some
deliberation, the committee said they felt I was deficient in one area -
teaching experience. I had almost 10 years of pastoral ministry experience but
only a small amount of formal teaching at the high school level. I was advised
to get two years of college teaching experience and then re-apply.
This was a
very disappointing experience. I thought surely this must be a mistake.
I graduated
with honors from Simpson College Graduate School in May, 1981 with an M.A. in
Old Testament and Theology. At this time I began to look for a teaching
position.
However, in
June, 1981, I knew that I needed some kind of confirmation of my dream as a call
from God to missionary service at Continental Bible College. I boarded a plane
for my first trip to Europe. When I arrived in Brussels Belgium I was met at
the airport by Bill Williams, the president of Continental. Within a short
time he took me to the campus. As we drove onto the campus I looked to the left
and saw a small lake across a lush green lawn. In front of us was an old
building. (I learned later that it was a 17th century chateau). We got out of
the car and proceeded to the building and entered a door on the left side. We
entered into a room, turned right and went through some doors to a spiral
staircase. We went upstairs and proceeded down a hallway. We then went down a
different spiral staircase and made our way into the presidents office.
At that
moment I knew I had to tell President Williams what had happened. He commented
to me that the way we entered the building was not normal for him. This must be
God!!
I returned
to the States several days later with a fresh sense of God’s call on my life. I
knew that I had received a special call and confirmation of what the Lord wanted
me to do, and where He wanted me to go.
What about
the college teaching experience? In July, just a couple of weeks after I had
returned from Belgium, I received a telephone call. The Dean of the Graduate
School at Simpson College called to offer me a part-time teaching position in
their extension program in Sacramento. He offered me the opportunity of
teaching three classes per semester. It was an open ended deal where I could
teach for as long as I wanted. Again, only God could have opened this door at
this time. This was a great opportunity.
However,
there was one more obstacle to be overcome. The salary for teaching part-time
would not be enough to provide for my family needs. Since I had a secondary
teaching credential and had done some substitute teaching at the High School
level, I thought that I might be able to teach in a Christian day school.
I made an
appointment with the director of a Christian school in Sacramento in late July,
1981. After the interview I thought maybe I should go to another Christian
school just to inquire if there might be any openings. I entered into the
offices to ask to see the Superintendent. He was in and available!! I was
invited into his office. It wasn’t long until we realized that we had met
before at a Christian Education conference and had engaged in a conversation at
that time. I began to explain to him my situation and desire to become a
missionary. I told him about the need of teaching experience and the
opportunity at Simpson College extension. The more that I talked the bigger his
smile got. Finally he said, “I got a phone call not long ago from my High
School/Jr. High Bible teacher. He said he would not be back for this school
year. I need you to teach for us. Can you start in two weeks?” God open a
door for me to teach at Capital Christian School for the school year of 1981/82.
During that
year I began to develop a relationship with two of the Pastoral staff members
(Chris Howard and Bob Maddux) of Capital Christian Center who were in charge of
Capital Bible Institute (CBI - a two year ministerial training school). Near
the end of the school year (1981/82) I was asked me to become the Academic Dean
and Professor of Old Testament for CBI and as such a member of the pastoral
staff of Capital Christian Center.
After the
second year, with two years of teaching experience, I didn’t feel that it was
time yet to pursue my missions call. I remained another two years before I
returned to the District Missions Board. I thought since I was asked to get two
years, if I had four there shouldn’t be any questions.
In 1984 we
received the endorsement of the Northern California-Nevada District for missions
appointment. In January 1985 we went to Springfield for the final approval and
interview. In February we were approved to begin itineration. On March 10,
1985 we had our first missions service where I shared my call and commitment to
missions. In August 1986 we departed for the field where we would spend our
first year in Switzerland learning French. In July 1987 we arrived in Belgium
to begin fulfilling the call that God had placed in my heart almost 18 years
before.
After serving in
Belgium for almost 19 years we were invited to help Azusa Theological Seminary
in Amsterdam, The Netherlands develop a Bachelor of Theology program in English.
In July 2004 we made the decision to move to Amsterdam to where we are currently
serving as the Vice President of Azusa and the Senior Associate Pastor of
Hilversum International Christian Center.
Why am I a
missionary? It is because God called me. All along the way He opened doors and
provided for me. I am a missionary because I cannot consider doing anything
else but the work of training nationals for the harvest.